Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Good bye.... :(

I want things to stay the same
but hands are cuffed by this inevitable change
emotions are running through my head
I found myself wishing I was dead

Its inevitable to say good bye
but the stupid heart makes me cry
the rocking 2 years comes to an end
seems days passed like speed of wind

Though time we spent together was very little
but my love for u all may never dwindle
feeling helpless and scared of being alone
coz magic of togetherness can never be felt on phone

Now all the pranks are coming my way
getting teased by friends every single day
that books a huge place inside my heart
no one can take this feeling apart

Will cherish those moments when we were good and bad
can never forget when we were happie and sad
but remembering those days eyes would loose tears
can never assemble together for tea is all what fears

Time force me to pack my dreams
doesn't matter yaar but heart screams
don't know why i am like this
but the moments we shared will surely be missed

On convocation dont get amazaed I may look fine,
But every time you turn away I will cry.
Leaving this place is something I could never do
but its a promise that I would never forget any of u... :'(

Thursday, March 8, 2012

When your heart starts babbling


Heart is a mysterious organ u never really know whats going in there, the only signal it gives u is by beating inside, still its the most inscrutable in fact screwed (pardon my language but get used to it) organ like for example when u go to a bookstore and see a pretty girl, reading your favorite novel, whistling the song which has been stuck in your mind for the entire week and you think wooow hey may be she is the one; your heart forgets beating but then all of a sudden your eyes meet and that's it; your mind starts beating your heart which actually from nowhere starts beating inside your cage and i think ur mind zooms inside that cage and thats the reason why you aren't able to wander it...hold on a second, just because of your heart u think this it u are in deep shit (sorry read love here) if it is then it sucks you can'ot tell a woman u just met u love her but it sucks u can't!!

Every now and then people tells u abt other's heart, its like they have a degree in cardiology. Frequently they say "his heart is is nice", does it makes sense?? sometimes you think it does but sometimes yeah it does ..!!coz irrespective of all eccentric things you are fond of, people say the same for you(weird but true). Now a question arises here, if your heart is nice how it permits you to practice nefarious activities with someone upon someone; the moment this thought comes in your mind it makes you feel naah mind does all those stuffs, how can a pumper is able to act like this (if the only job of heart is pumping then for sure it is not responsible for all those deep shit activities, if u know what i mean). Anyways, the point is if a person is a sweet heart it does not mean his/her heart is sweet because believe me once my middle finger got cut and i had to put it in my mouth believe me the blood taste like...i seriously don't remember its taste but definitely not sweet. So, if the blood which is there in the veins/artery/capillary/whatever of your middle finger tastes like abcd then definitely it is not reaching inside your heart for pumping purpose coz heart is alwayz sweet(next time ll cut my ring finger coz they say there is some sort of connection with heart); is it not sweet heart(atleast i can solace you by this for taking all the pains for reading this weird stuff). May be some vampire would appropriately tell u about this coz u kno they are all into this business of blood sucking and the best part if u have to kill them then u have to poke their heart with a silver knife. If the heart is sweet then this analogy suggests vampires are among the sweetest persons ever known, and for sure Stephenie Meyer was the first to unravel this riddle and after that she wrote the entire saga which is known as Twilight.

If you are single and just crossed 24 then my dear friend it does not mean you are not romantic or having a cold heart. Every-time you see a couple your heart thinks (heart thinks!!!), every1 else is falling in love acting stupid and goofy and sweet and insane but mot me, why don't i want that anymore i want to want that; m i wired wrong or something, i am a cold person. When this situation arises there is a subconscious mind (why there is alwayz subconscious mind not subconscious heart) which desperately wants to tell you that you are a douche, you are a bloody mammal and mammals are warm blooded how can you be a cold person. The greatest thing about this subconscious mind is its inability to communicate directly with your heart, but heart has its own way of thinking and this process results in loneliness which is often misunderstood by some morons as solitude, but the best part is it often gives you self confidence that one day u gonna met a girl who is gonna wanna make u look like a complete idiot, she is out there some where and she is so nice rather i should say a sweet heart that universe wants you to remain single(read looser here) unless u met her and when you would met her your heart would definitely shout eureka "She is the one"..!!