Monday, April 25, 2011
past 10 dayz of my life....
was feeling obnoxious like a sour candy
met soumya mam 1st at the gate
was happie like anything nd thanking my fate
later all seniors arrived
felt the bliss as my heart cried
next day at office it was like a dream come true
to see D-SAG is run by XISS crew nd i hav nothing to do
my topic was changed, thought was in some bay
they gave me project proposal but i slept throughout the day
in the evening tried to do some mocket
so i launched my seniors by giving them Rocket
next day we went to visit Ahmadabad
along wid us a girl was there nd was not at all bad
we visited sabarmati aashram where i was in numb type siesta
Jain mandir and jhulta minar made me feel like a fiesta.
while returning from there i talked to that gurl
found two screws of head was missing but she was kool
madness was there in her name as ppl call her madhuri wasn't a normal lass
that night was awesome as i hemant sir nd soumya mam was having some grass(lol..!!)
then how did the rest of dayz passed i don remember
was all fun, frolic, crazy will last forever
D-SAG was also fun as ppl wr nice having some determination
memorable was the party with having XISS's five generation
last thing i remember i was tipsy last night
heard a mad speech on a mad cow from some1 mad
thought i was blurting from my core
coz never felt the way i felt before
next day, suddenly everything seemed a lie
environment was getting scary as it was time to say good bye
was acting like a clown coz i don't want to cry
i knew i was going to miss some beautiful people till i die
in the past 10 days learnt the true meaning of life
which cuts every barrier from love named knife
as nothing is permanent in this materialistic world
so sing, dance and celebrate each and every moment as a bird....
Friday, April 22, 2011
A friend
Who can you count on every single day?
When you feel lost and alone
Who will be there for you in every way?
When you've made mistakes and bad decisions
Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong?
When you feel you can't go on
Who will be there with a feel-better song?
Look into your heart and you will find
That person you can trust is not far away.
Look deep into yourself, don't give up,
For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.
When you're looking for answers
To all your questions and dreams,
There is one person you can count on,
It's impossible, I know, it seems.
But take a few moments to look deeper inside.
Look into your heart and there you will see.
You'll be surprised when you find out
That you've been looking at ME.
People say I am a replica of yours
When i was a kid
My brain seemed to get clot
I start doing inane things
Coz your presence scares me a lot
I tried to avoid you
By viewing your books of 1000 pages
and was all about snow covered mountains
Which made me feel i am in chains
Once my mom started crying when i said
I don’t want to study anymore
U came and slapped me hard
I felt disparaging, but learned the importance of a sister
When my childhood days were over
I sensed something very noble and great in you
Gradually my fear was also over
But still was very scared what if u know about my bad habits too
U knew how to cure a disease without medicine
How to judge a gem with naked eyes
How to influence people in one meeting only
And these professions fetched my fascination
When i was in grad
We talked a lot about jargons
Then something happened which i had never dreamt of
We became friends
Whenever i had any problem
I knew someone was there to help me out
It was all because of you
This mba thing had taken sprout
After the debacle of XAT exam
I thought everything went for a toss
So i went to a birthday party to have some dram
Then i had your thought which gave me a gloss
Don’t know why that night u preached a lot
Told me about your struggle which I never had thought
That increased my will and made my faith soar
I started loving u more than ever.
Next day, while I was in hangover
I received a call which blocked my senses
It shivered my spines made which made me numb
Was not able to accept the fact that u left us alone
People say I am a replica of yours
But I know
U were an ocean and i am not even a shore..
Sunday, April 10, 2011
When you thought I wasn’t looking
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You hung my first painting on the refrigerator
And I wanted to paint another.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You fed a stray cat
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You baked a birthday cake just for me
And I knew that little things were special things.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You said a prayer
And I believed there was a God that I could always talk to.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You kissed me good-night
And I felt loved.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
I saw tears come from your eyes
And I learned that sometimes things hurt—
But that it’s alright to cry.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You smiled
And it made me want to look that pretty too.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You cared
And I wanted to be everything I could be.
When you thought I wasn’t looking—
I looked . . .
And wanted to say thanks maa
For all those things you did
When you thought I wasn’t looking........